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Pies, Not a Fan

Pecan Pie I can deal with

Pecan Pie I actually like!

I am not a fan of pies.  I thought I was, and was super excited when we first moved to Chicago and saw that there was a diner chain dedicated to pies, called Bakers Square.  Blechh!  (It might be that I’m not a fan of pies to begin with, or that this place has turned me off of pies, but Zach didn’t seem enthused about pies after we ate there that one time either.)  In general, I find pie crust dry, bland, and boring.  The fillings are either too sweet or have a weird viscous texture that just wiggles in your mouth.  Apples and other fruits are either too soft or undercooked.  I’m not into the crisscross opposites in food that people seem to drool over, like sweet and salty or à la mode, so adding ice cream to pie still didn’t win me over.  Maybe I just haven’t had a GOOD pie yet.

Pie is a staple desert in the US and with the abundance of stone fruits, squashes, and nuts in the late fall/early winter and the many holiday gatherings, I’m bound to run into pie this season.  Every year I try different pie recipes to maybe convince myself that pie isn’t so bad, and every year I’m disappointed again.  Don’t get me wrong, I love me some flakey puff pastry (especially wrapped around mini weenies) and I can tolerate tarts if the moisture from the filling has made it soft and cookie-like after a few days in the fridge.  I’m just not a fan of your normal butter and flour pie crust.

In my quest to make myself like pie, I specifically experimented with a few crust recipes through out this year (I had determined the main reason why I don’t like pie is the boring crust).  I tried the ever trusty Martha Stewart, flawless Julia Child, a few recipes from highly tested blogs, and even the one from the back of the Crisco package, but no dice.  No matter if it’s made from butter, shortening, by hand, by machine, or freezing all the equipment and ingredients, it was still boring.  UNTIL this past Thanksgiving, I discovered adding sour cream to the mixture and I may be starting to turn a new leaf.

I actually don’t think it’s only the sour cream that makes this pie crust better.  I think the real magic is in the process of cutting the butter and mixing in the liquid by hand (instead of relying on the efficient food processor).  You get to control the process and make your own judgements as to if it’s too wet or too dry.  See, the favorable characteristics I’m looking for in pie crust resembles puff pastry, where it’s flakey and buttery, but still holds its own.  To achieve this you need the butter to still be in little chunks in the not so wet dough so that when the butter melts in the oven, it creates layers with the flour mixture.  The sour cream also helps to create this flakey texture and makes the crust tender and delicate.

I used this dough in individual pecan pies this past Turkey Day and I actually went back for a second serving (maybe 3rd and 4th within the weekend), so to me I think it was a success.  I’m still a skeptic when it comes to pies, but I think I’m on the verge of conversion, or at least acceptance.  Give it a try to see if you are a potential convert or if you’re a pie lover, what do you think?  Happy pie baking this season!

For the Pie Dough (adapted from Smitten Kitchen Bourbon Peach Hand Pies)
2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour
1/2 tsp. salt
16 tablespoons (2 sticks, 8 ounces) unsalted butter, cut into
pieces
1/2 cup sour cream
4 teaspoons fresh lemon juice
1/2 cup ice water

makes 24 mini pies (about 3 inches round)

1. In a bowl, combine the flour and salt.  Add the butter to the flour/salt and, using a pastry blender, cut it in until the mixture resembles coarse meal (I used my fingers to squish the butter into the flour at times). Make another well in the center. In a small bowl, whisk together the sour cream, lemon juice and water and add half of this mixture to the well. With your fingertips, mix in the liquid until large lumps form. Remove the large lumps and repeat with the liquid and flour-butter mixture (I tend to not use the whole amount of liquid as it seems to be too wet, so judge and make sure to add only the amount that you need so that the mixture barely comes together). I usually pour the dough onto plastic wrap and form it into a ball with the plastic wrap and then cover and refrigerate for 1 hour. If preparing ahead of time, the dough can be stored at this point for up to one month in the freezer.

2. Divide the refrigerated dough in half. On a lightly floured work surface, roll out one half of the dough to 1/8-inch thickness. Using a 4 inch-round biscuit cutter (or the lip of the individual pie cups), cut 12 circles out of the rolled dough (reroll scraps and cut again if necessary to get 12). Press the circles into the pie cups and place cups onto a rimmed baking sheet, and place in the refrigerator to chill for about 30 minutes. Repeat the rolling, cutting, and chilling process with the remaining half of dough.

This pecan pie filling is FULL of nuts and not too sweet, so it’s a winner in my book.

Pecan Pie Filling (from Martha Stewart)
4 large eggs
1 cup light corn syrup
1/3 cup packed light-brown sugar
1/4 cup granulated sugar
4 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1/2 teaspoon salt
3 cups pecan halves

Preheat oven to 375 degrees

Make filling: In a large bowl, whisk eggs, corn syrup, sugars, butter, vanilla, and salt until smooth; mix in pecans. Pour mixture into chilled pie crusts (that are already on a rimmed baking sheet). Bake until filling jiggles slightly in the center when gently shaken, 40 to 50 minutes.

Best if eaten the day of baking, but can be stored up in air tight container for a few days.

56 sticks of butter!

Massive amounts of butter

Massive amounts of butter

My love for baking is definitely not beneficial to the waistline.  That is why I recruit my friends and family to consume my creations.  My big mouth sometimes gets me into situations that are over my head, but I’m always up for a challenge.  Zach’s law firm holds an annual pig roast for the Crystal Lake Chamber of Commerce and since last year’s dessert was a big disappointment (too few bites and expensive), I begged to be the provider of a full dessert buffet for this year.  I had no idea what I was getting into, even after figuring out that 4 different kinds of bite-sized desserts at 150 pieces each multiplied out to 600 individual pieces that I’d have to hand make.  Why not try though, right?

I started planning the menu and figuring out an operation schedule right away, even though the party was still 2 months out.  I was excited, my eyes shined bright and wide when I talked about it.  There were nights where I couldn’t sleep because I had so much anticipation and anxiousness to start baking.   There were requests for some favorites of mine, including the Butterbeer/Butterscotch Cupcake and a Rockyroad Brownie.  I had been obsessed with whoopie pies, so I just decided to fill my obsession and make 150 whoopie pies, including 3 different flavors (traditional chocolate with butter cream, banana whoopie with Nutella butter cream, and chocolate with strawberry butter cream).  Another hit of mine during the summer is the Red White and Blueberry trifle.  How cute does 150 individual mini cups of berry trifle sound?  Thus the menu took shape.

Claire Baking with a Smile

Claire Baking with a Smile

A few weeks went by, I forced myself to stop thinking about the party, and then we left for a week’s vacation to Hawaii.  I came back refreshed and ready to tackle the challenge, but needed to recruit some skilled hands first.  Thank goodness my bestie Claire was available and willing to bake into the wee hours of the night with me.  Her mad skill and the way we move together harmoniously around the kitchen was a winning partnership.

Ingredients Galore!

Ingredients Galore!

The weekend before the party came and we went shopping for ingredients.  When we calculated and wrote the list out, there were giggles and chuckles all over the place.  I mean, 13 lbs of flour, 14 lbs of butter, 14 lbs of sugar, 48 eggs is just insane!  Thank goodness for Costco, or we really would have really looked looney.  Standing next to people with 150 rolls of toilet paper and 20 lbs meat at the check out was reassuring.   I did feel my heart stop when we put the butter in our shopping cart though.

Mini ButterBeer Cupcakes with Butterscotch Swiss Meringue Butter Cream

Mini ButterBeer Cupcakes with Butterscotch Swiss Meringue Butter Cream

2 full days of baking and 2 nights of assembling and packing, filled with lots of bestie bonding, and sore backs and feet made the challenge fun.  We did run into some hick-ups though, like a full blast Chicago summer, spiking temps to the 90’s and above.  A hot day does not make having the oven going all day a pleasant environment, even if the air conditioning was on full blast.  It also wasn’t the best temperature to make Swiss meringue butter cream, where you have to whip a hot cooked mixture of egg whites and sugar until it is cooled to room temperature before whipping in the butter.  It took us over an hour and frozen pie dough wrapped around the bowl with a dishtowel to get the meringue cooled, and still the texture wasn’t the smooth silky goodness that the butter cream is supposed to be.  Thank goodness that this icing is extremely forgivable and just needed to be cooled down a bit more in the fridge and whipped up again the next day.  If this butter cream worked with the craziness that went on in the kitchen that day, it can also work for you!  Also, it holds up pretty well outside on a sunny 95 F degree-day on top of mini cupcakes (or anything else for that matter).

Since the weather was our biggest challenge (along with I guess the whole part of being inexperienced in making a large quantity of food to serve to strangers), we decided that the berry trifle would have been disastrous and potentially harmful to serve outside on a hot sunny humid day.  Cream and heat do not mix and should not be mixed when consumed by living beings.  Plus the cups that I bought for the individual servings just seemed too big of a portion.  So instead of the trifle, I went with another summery dessert, berry pies in mini form, perfect for a portable bite.  Claire’s staple piecrust recipe was a savior and delicious last minute swap-o-roo saving the day.  Even Zach pitched in late Monday night egg washing each 4-inch pie before baking.

Even with challenging weather, a last minute swap-out, and complete in-experience, we were a complete success!  Everyone loved the variety, tastiness, and cute portion sizes.  I even got quiet a few questions asking about my “business” and if I was available to cater a few other events!  May be one day soon, but for now, it’s just me, this blog, the kitchen, and lots of friends!  Thank you Andrew Szocka P.C. for giving me this opportunity and believing in me.  Special thank you to Claire and Zach for their hard labor and calming words.  Till the next challenge!!

Whoopie Pies!

Whoopie Pies!

The Display

The Display

Cupcake Display with piggie flower

Cupcake Display with piggie flower

Berry Hand Pies (Blueberry on left & Strawberry on right)

Berry Hand Pies (Blueberry on left & Strawberry on right)

Here are the recipes:

Butterbeer / Butterscotch Cupcake Cakes – Amy Bites

Banana Whoopie Pies (filled with Swiss Meringue Butter Cream flavored with Nutella) – One Girl Cookies

Chocolate Whoopie Pies (filled with Swiss Meringue Butter Cream) – One Girl Cookies

Rocky Road Brownies (I doubled the batter recipe for a half sheet pan) – Carla Hall The Chew

Swiss Meringue Butter Cream – Sweetapolita

Claire’s Pie Crust – Cottage Revolution

TangZhong Love

Bacon Cheddar Loaf (TangZhong method)

Whenever we visit Taiwan, I love going to the bakeries there (as you can see from our last trip documented here).  Each individually-wrapped beautiful fluffy golden soft and sweet bun calls my name and I end up gobbling up way too many carbs than my body is supposed to have.  In fact, a fond memory of mine includes daily trips to the bread truck for a snack with my cousins during hot summer vacations in Taiwan when we were little.  My favorite version is topped with green onion and ham, savory with a hint of sweet.  These buns and breads are different than the Wonder Bread you find at your local grocery store.  They are sweet, moist, buttery, and when torn, produce fibrous strands instead of a crumbly mess.  The bread could be considered to be part of the brioche family in that it contains eggs, milk and butter.

My quest for recreating childhood Asian favorites at home led me on a search for this bread recipe.  I scoured the internet for “Chinese Bread and Buns” and even had my parents ask a friend in Taiwan to look for a book that supposably had THE recipe with English translation, International Baking Delights by Lee Hwa Lin.  Even though the book is filled with great recipes, the basic sweet bread dough recipe just didn’t cut it.  I tried the recipe multiple times, and it wasn’t moist and buttery enough.  I was a bit disappointed and tucked the joy of eating a bun every day towards the back of my brain.  Well, during some casual internet browsing last week on Food Gawker, I stumbled upon the TangZhong method on Christine’s awesome blog.  It was like finding extra money in your pockets, where you feel immediately richer and couldn’t wait to spend it, but in this case I couldn’t wait to make it!  Evidently Yvonne Chen exposed the secret of Asian breads in her book “The 65º C Bread Doctor” and explains how including a flour roux cooked to 65º C (149º F) into the dough mix helps to keep the moisture and keeps the bread fresh for longer.  I say “evidently” because I have not read it myself, in that I can only read my name in Chinese.  I know, shameful, right?  I have to admit, I suck at languages, especially English.  

So, I immediately ran home that day and cooked up my roux (1 part flour, 5 parts water, cooked to 149º F (or when the mixture becomes a pudding texture).  The next day after work, I mixed up all the ingredients in my Kitchen Aid with the dough hook attachment.  From reading the comments, I learned that the dough would be quite sticky and that incorporating the butter would be messy, so why not let a machine do the work, right?  Well, the mixture was so sticky, it was almost soup!  I kneaded and kneaded in the machine (about 30 mins.), but it still had the consistency like Panera’s baked potato soup (YUM).  I got worried, and went over the recipe at least 12 times, and made the executive decision to add more flour until it became a dough.  I ended up adding a whole another cup of flour, and tried to justify in my mind that if I had hand-kneaded it, I would have used at least 1 extra cup of flour to get it to form.  The dough raised just fine and I incorporated Zach’s favorite things (bacon and cheddar) into the loaf.  I baked it with crossed fingers and poooff!  It turned out GREAT and TASTY!!!  The texture was right on, and it was buttery and fluffy and super yummy!

Apple Cinnamon Rolls

Determined to get the recipe right, as it’s been checked and double checked by Christine, I then created it again this weekend at Zach’s mom’s house for our Easter brunch.  This time the dough came together just fine without any extra flour!  Could humidity and temperature really cause the recipe to change by a whole cup of flour?  I mean we were about 5 hrs South East from our house, the original dough making location, and the temperature was warmer and it was a bit more dry there, but a whole cup?!  I’m baffled.  Anyways, this time I made apple cinnamon rolls with the dough and it was AWESOME! 
I am totally in love and can’t wait to use the TangZhong method again to make my favorite scallion ham buns and other endless varieties!  Hawaii diet is getting harder and harder now.  Oh the irony in finding the right recipe just when I’m on a diet.

TangZhong and Dough Recipe (formed into the bacon cheddar loaf) here

Apple Cinnamon Rolls
Dough using TangZhong method
2 medium apples (pealed, cored and chopped to 1/4 inch cubes), I used Granny Smiths
1 tablespoon ground cinnamon
1/4 cup sugar

Icing
1 cup powdered sugar
1 tablespoon cream or half and half (may need 1/2 – 1 tablespoon more to get consistency)
1 pinch of salt
1 teaspoon of vanilla extra
1 teaspoon of lemon juice

Mix cinnamon and sugar in small bowl.  Peal and chop apples.  Mix apples and 1 tablespoon of the cinnamon sugar mixture in a saucepan.  Cook apples on medium for a little bit (until they were soft, but not to the point of apple sauce) making sure to stir every once in a while.  Once apples are cooked, cool to room temperature (I put them in the freezer for about 10 minutes, checking and stiring them every few minutes).  

In the mean time, butter a baking pan about 13X18.  Roll out dough to about a 13X18 rectangle (doesn’t have to be perfect).  Sprinkle the rest of the cinnamon sugar mixture evenly on to rolled out dough, making sure to cover the whole surface.  Then sprinkle evenly the cooled apples on to sugared dough and lightly press in.  Roll up dough from the long side and pinch seam to close.  Cut slices of roll about 1 inch thick with a serrated or sharp knife, you should get 8-9 slices.  Place rolls in buttered baking pan close together but not touching.  Cover with plastic wrap and let rise in a warm place for about 30 minutes or when rolls plump up and start to touch (I put all my dough in the oven with the light on).  Bake in oven at 350º F for about 20 minutes or until the top starts to brown (some times after about 15 minutes or so, I brush on some butter to help with the browning). 

While rolls are baking, make icing.  Mix all ingredients in medium blow and whisk to combine.  Simple!  Spread icing on rolls immediately after they come out the oven, letting it melt all over.  Ready to eat!!

Going Japanese

Red Bean Mochi

A few weeks ago my Kellogg girls and I had a girls’ night out at Arami based off of the recommendation of the Gwyneth Paltrow’s Goop.  The restaurant was a little further west than I’m used to in Chicago, but worth the bit of a drive.  It was a very clean and modern space filled with pretty people and fun conversation.  It was a bit tight, but there looked like there was also an extension of a comfortable outside seating area for the summer.  The food was extremely elegant and tasty.  Here’s a few items from our dinner:

Monk Fish with Foie Gras and Wasabi crunch

Seared Scallops, Salmon, and Sweet Potato Crunch

For dessert we had lemon ginger ice cream along with sesame ice cream and grilled mochi.  The little taste of mochi that night had me wanting more.  Mochi is rather easy to find in Asian markets and in so many flavors and forms (including filled with ice cream, a must have dessert after lunch at Sushi Kushi), but I decided to tackle it myself.  So, I’ve made something similar to mochi before (see past entry), but in baked form which is a bit easier than trying to man-handle the sticky dough.  First time always never turns out the best, and in this case my mochi was a bit under cooked and rice floury in taste.  Also, mochi’s greatness is about the sticky slightly mushy but springy at the same time rice dough and I felt that I rolled mine out too thin and so the red bean filling over-powered the snack.  In my second attempt I will plan to steam my mochi dough on a double boiler instead of the microwave so that I can tell when it is the right doneness and consistency and also keep the mochi a bit thicker when forming the balls to get the chewiness in each bite.  Maybe I’ll even change up the flavors and add some green tea powder or sesame seeds!  Want to try your own hand at this fun Japanese sweet?  Here’s the recipe:

Mochi (Sweet Rice Cake with Red Bean Paste)

- 1 cup glutinous rice flour (mochiko)
- 1 1/2 tbsps sugar
- 2/3 cup water (or coconut milk)
- about 3/4 cup of red bean paste (2 tbsps per mochi)
- 1 cup cornstarch
- 1 tbsp powdered sugar

Combine glutinous rice flour with sugar and water in a microwave safe bowl (or heat proof bowl, like glass, if doing the double boiler method) and mix until smooth.  Microwave the mixture on high for 1-2 minutes.  The mixture will start to set, so check every 30 seconds and stir it up a little bit.  If attempting to steam the dough with a double boiler, place the glass bowl and mixture on a pot of simmering water and stir until the dough sets.  A done dough will be almost translucent and smooth, sticky and soft (not wet).

Lightly cover your working surface (countertop or cutting board) with some cornstarch and dump the cooked dough on to your work surface (use a spatula or cornstarched hands to maneuver the dough).  Cut the dough ball in half and then cut each half into thirds making six even pieces to work with.  I found that using a pastry scraper to cut the dough was a bit easier than a knife.

Now for the fun part!  With your hands coated in cornstarch, flatten the dough into a circle about 3-4 inches in diameter.  (I actually rolled out each dough piece with a rolling pin, which made them too thin).  Ideally you want the outer edge to be slightly thinner than the center of your flattened disc, as the edges will be pinched together to form your ball.

Once you’ve made your flattened disc, place about 2 tablespoons of red bean paste into the center of the disc.  Then carefully lift the edges of the mochi up over the red bean paste and pinch them together to completely encase it.  Roll the mochi into a ball.

Finally, dust the mochi in a mixture that is half cornstarch and half powdered sugar to make it easy for storage and eating!

Red Bean Filling

Sprinkle Birthday

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I celebrated my 31st birthday last Weds.  That’s right, I said it out loud to the internet world, I’m 31 years old.  Some of you may think that I’m just a baby and some of you might think that I’m way too old.  To me, I’m just right.  I feel 31, slightly mature and serious but still a child at points, like still sleeping with stuffed animals (shout out to Mr. Snuggles!).  I’m 31, able to make a decent living and support a small family, but still trying to find myself and learn new things.  I’m 31, not as tone and tight as 21, but still beautiful and wrinkle free.  I’m 31, proud to have been a good person so far and happy to have surrounded myself with good people too.  31, not as bad as you would think.

Thanks to everyone for the lovely birthday wishes!  It was a great uneventful day, just what I wanted.  I went to work like normal and had a decently busy day of meetings.  To celebrate, we chilled at home and I made my favorite – cake and sprinkles!  Not only do I love bread, I LOVE cake too.  I can never resist a good piece of cake.  My favorite flavor ice cream is cake-batter with sprinkles!  I love the simple festive colors and the change of texture that sprinkles/jimmies give to cake and ice cream.  That’s right, I made my own cake on my birthday, but by now you should know that it is fun for me!

ImageFor the cake I used How Sweet It Is’s Homemade Funfetti Cupcake recipe and for the icing, a light almost marshmallowy 7 Minute Frosting from Martha Stewart.  The cake was a bit denser than I would have liked, but had a nice, not-too-sweet flavor.  Maybe next time I’ll use a lighter egg-white based white cake recipe.  Also, I like the round multicolored jimmies instead of sprinkles (at least for the decorating), because they have a harder texture than sprinkles that contrasts well with soft and fluffy cake and frosting.

Now note that the frosting recipe makes 8 cups of frosting (always make sure to read ahead!) while the cupcake recipe only makes 12 cupcakes!  Also, you can not freeze or keep 7 minute frosting for too long.  What to do with the leftover frosting?  Well, I thought it was a brilliant idea when I read that you can scoop it onto baking sheets and make meringue cookies, so that’s what I did, or tried to do.  The scooping went just fine because I used an ice cream scoop to make perfectly cute mounds for cookies.  The baking was where I went wrong, way wrong.  I’ve never made meringues before so I wasn’t sure what would happen during baking.  Even though people’s comments and recipes said to bake for 25-30 minutes, I didn’t believe it when my meringues were still soft after 30 minutes in the oven and instead left them in there for another 30 minutes.  Even though they started to turn brown, I was convinced that they should be completely dried in the oven and be hard to the touch.  Well, after burnt sugar smells started to fill our condo, I finally gave in and realized that what I was doing was wrong.  I took out the cookies from the oven while they were still soft and stuck to the non-stick silicon sheet.  After 10 minutes I checked on them and magically they were hard and slid right off the baking sheet!  Too bad they were a burnt and tasted like carbon.  :(   So lesson learned, bake meringues for only 30 minutes as they will dry out and harden when you take them out of the oven.

I’m 31 and I learned how to burn sugar and egg whites.

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